another one gone. this is so unreal I just don’t get it. why does this continue to keep happening. rest easy Nick I’m so sorry you thought this is how it had to be. I know you and Chels will continue on the way you would have here forever

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my heart hurts so bad. it’s so weird that something like this could be so real. I miss my best friend and I can only hope she isn’t dealing with this struggle every day. I miss you. come home soon please

It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.
There is always that one band that comes along when you are 14 or 15 years old that manages to hit you in just the right way and changes your whole perception of things.
Notice the people who are happy for your happiness, and sad for your sadness. They’re the ones who deserve special places in your heart.

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does anybody else have that friend that you’re pretty sure is your soulmate but in a friend way

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It’s okay, I didn’t know how to love you right either. The only difference is that while you gave up, I never wanted to stop trying to learn how.

5 Things They Don’t Teach you in Highschool:

1) You’re going to leave the house at 2AM, 16 with nothing in your pockets but 50 bucks and a bus ticket. It won’t feel real. You’re going to think you’re leaving, but you aren’t going anywhere.

2) Swallow your fucking pride and go back inside. Lock your bedroom door, put your hands over your ears, bring your knees to your chest and when you’re ready, let your walls disintegrate and the sadness flood in, because baby I promise you, you’ll feel better if you just let yourself drown. Even if it’s the third goddamn time that week.

3) He’s going to taste like Newports, Trident spearmint and desperation. You’re going to taste like Lime-a-Rita’s and anxiety. You will tell yourself you need this. But you don’t. I promise you. You don’t. You don’t.

4) You’re going to have girlfriends who fall for boys who treat them like absolute shit. Do not learn from them. If a boy calls you a bitch, spit in his face and leave.

5) Do it even if it’s the hardest thing you’ve ever had to do. Even if you’re still convinced that he was hiding galaxies beneath his skin. Because baby I promise you, he was the always dark night sky and you were always the full moon. No question bout’ it.

it fucking sucks reading texts on how miserable I was when we hadn’t even hit the 1 week mark. and here we are at 1 month and I’m still so torn. I miss you so much. you are the only one who gets me. my heart hurts so bad lately and I just wish I had my best friend to talk me through it. I miss you so much chai.

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I miss you I miss you I miss you. please come back 😔

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